Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Day 17

I cry and cry each day till I get too tired to cry then I sleep but I wonder how does one get over it...everybody says time will heal time will make it feel better...but will it? I can appear to be okay and smile and be cheerful but that's just pretending that everything's okay...

I love him, I still do. I still want to be with him, be by his side, make him happy and take care of him. Call me stupid, but that's the sad truth.


3 comments:

yieng said...

you're not stupid.
you're being a human with flesh and feeling.
it's perfectly normal to cry..

K said...

i think u should not care what people say... if u feel like crying, then by all means cry... u get nothing from pretending to be okay... that probably only makes u feel worse... i won't tell u that everything will be ok... because i've been there, and when i was upset, that wasn't really what i wanted to hear... i think... you'll only be ok if u let yourself be... *hugs*

Tumultuous Silence said...

time may not completely heal all wounds, but at least it stops the bleeding

i know how much pain you're going through now and i just want to let you know that i'm here for you

stay strong gurl, i have faith in you