in a million different places

I feel like my life is in a bit of a mess right now.  I'm chasing after scholarships to help pay for school while not sure how to actually attend interviews back in Malaysia when shortlisted, trying to put my finances together so I can actually rent an apartment in Philly or get my I-20 documentation for my US visa application, squeezing time for orthodontists, physiotherapists as well as new and old friends here and there.  Oh, and work at the same time.

Somehow, I need to dig deep inside myself to find the strength to get through this.  Somehow, somewhere.

On a different note, I no longer remember his passwords.  That's a good thing, right?